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I'm back

 Hello everyone, this will be a new year new me. I have been  working on some creative projects that I'm trying to make come true. I'm also trying to do a spiritual journey. I want a new positive mindset. I want to be more healthy. And i want to get my diabetes more under control and take control of my mental health. Look out 2024 because here I come.

Character Development

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 Hello everyone. When knew character development would be so hard. AI have the characters in my heard and what they look like, but getting they on paper and trying to make the come to live is very hard. Here is one explain of the character drawing i did. I was excited but realized this is not what i want my character to look lie. It seem more like a practice drawing. See I’m a perfectionist and if I. Have a vision in my head it has to be and thats not i see in my head. So back to the drawing board.  Talk about getting frustrated. Here is another drawing i thought was ok. I saw right away there was something wrong with the jaw line. Man, was i upset. It’s ok drawing. But i need something better. Knowing this is another practice i wanted to be perfect right away. I have been drawing almost every day but i need something to make me better. I constantly watch tutorial on YOUTUBE. And tried my best to draw. I drew my inspiration from CHRISTINE LORRE, GABRILLE BRICKLEY, LIKELIHOOD A...

New Beginnings

 Man, I sure has been a long time since I have blogged anything. I know I have been dealing with some thing but I think I'm back. Just be patient with me. I'm not perfect. Plus, this is something very new to me. Has of right now I'm teaching myself Autodesk Maya again because I pretty much forgot everything I learn and it's so frustrating. I want to cry and scream and actually want to throw my computer.  I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm listening to music to help me to zen out. I even had a puppy sit in my lap all day to give my a calm spirit but nothing seems to work. I think I'm over my head with this.