New Beginnings

 Man, I sure has been a long time since I have blogged anything. I know I have been dealing with some thing but I think I'm back. Just be patient with me. I'm not perfect. Plus, this is something very new to me. Has of right now I'm teaching myself Autodesk Maya again because I pretty much forgot everything I learn and it's so frustrating. I want to cry and scream and actually want to throw my computer.  I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm listening to music to help me to zen out. I even had a puppy sit in my lap all day to give my a calm spirit but nothing seems to work. I think I'm over my head with this.